16/05/2026

The frog

Done, 20 frogs png, 10 with and 10 without shadow are in my store :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Topsy and the teacup are also to find there :)

My store

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And I have to go through all other products, ready to sell, change the readme for some, and figure out a fair price, not too expensive, but at least a bit to keep me going with creating things :)

 

 

15/05/2026

Frogs

I think, frogs are amazing and the same goes for toads.

Over the years I had many toads, gonna search for some photos to load them up and show you.

For now you have to deal with a toon frog. I will make a series with about 10 or 15 frogs to sell at boosty ( my store at boosty )

 

https://i.postimg.cc/zv3ZP4pV/frogmini.png

 

This is not the original size and I will sell each frog as png, so no background, always one with and one without shadow

Und was ist mit Deutsch?

Lohnt es sich?
Immerhin kenne ich so gut wie niemaden mehr, der deutsch spricht.

Meine Familie zaehlt nicht, denn die wissen nichts von meinem Blog und ich werde es ihnen mit Sicherheit nicht freiwillig auf die Nase binden.

Freunde?
Von denen in Deutschland ist ja fast niemand mehr da und wenn man dann erst 3 Jahre spaeter erfaehrt, daß wieder eine Freundin verstorben ist, dann stellt sich die Frage: Freundschaft? Warum informierten ihre Kinder mich nicht? Hatte sie ihnen nichts dergleichen gesagt?
Ich erinnere mich noch, nach langer Zeit ohne Kontakt zu speziell dieser, ihre Freude und der Wunsch, nie wieder den Kontakt zu verlieren.
Wie schrieben uns einige Male und dann Funkstille, es kam nichts mehr von ihr. Ich schrieb noch 3 Mal (oder sogar 4, vergessen, zu lange her) und gab dann auf.

Oder meine weltallerbeste, liebste Freundin.
Sie brach den Kontakt ab, (mal wieder) ohne zu sagen, warum.
Ihre Toechter, die aeltere zumindest, scherrt sich einen Dreck. Ist auch in Ordnung so, wir hatten schließlich nie den Kontakt dafuer.
Ihre juengere, auch Fehlanzeige, dabei war sie die jenige, die am liebsten zu mir gezogen waere, die ihre Sommerferien hier verbrachte, ganz alleine, ohne Mutter und Schwester.

Doch ich schweife ab, auch wenn die Liste nicht wirklich viel laenger werden wuerde.

21 Jahre weg aus Deutschland, da verlieren die Menschen das Interesse.
Aus den Augen, aus dem Sinn

Und darum frage ich mich, ob es sich ueberhaupt lohnen wuerde, noch einen extra deutschsprachigen Bereich einzubauen.
Kann doch eh so gut wie jeder englisch. Immerhin schreibe ich nicht auf norwegisch, denn dann waere nur noch ich da, die diesen Blog liest.


 

The internet is dead --- long live the internet

Bad weather yesterday and I used the time to scroll threw the internet.
Well, not really THE internet, but many blogs.

First the not so good thing.
Most are hosted at neocities, a page, that uses AI, and being in a webring claiming NO AI, this feels kind of odd.
Not the the blogger have used the AI deliberately, I don't wanna say that, but when the AI is hidden in the script, you get the picture.
People really believe, their blog is clean from AI.

And then there is nekoweb, that claims to be absolute AI free, sounds better, right?
Beside these 2 there is just a handful of people, that really put some effort and work into their pages and blogs.
It would be great, if this would change to many, many more.

And why are o many claiming, they are coders?
HTML is a markup language, no coding.
CSS is stylesheet, again no coding
Writing programs is coding.
But it seems, even the internet language is gone wishy-washy.

Ok, doesen't really matter.
What really matters is the good thing behind.

People are so tired of the "social media", tired of being censored, tired of being told, what is right or wrong from people, who claim to know it all.
Politics, trying to control us even more, threatening people with punishments from bills to even jail.

It's good to see people standing up for their rights.
It's good to see people taking action and leaving the toxic social medias.

There is hope
Hope, that comes glittering and flashing and eye killing colors, telling the world:
Enough is enough, we are taking our freedom back.

Keep on flasing and glittering, shout it out loud!

You all are amazing!

 

14/05/2026

target="_blank"

Hugo let me sleep a bit longer today, he started his craaaaaah not before 9:30 am
Maybe it was even for him too much rain.

+4 C degree, and you can't imagine how big my wish is, to come away from here. 
It's May and freezing cold, damn it.

And since there isn't a thing to do, I scrolled through some pages but forget some times, to use right mouse click to open in a new tab.
People really? Is it so hard to use  target="_blank" ?
Or don't you bother at all, that people are leaving your page with no "button back" or what ever link back possibility? Ok, every browser has the arrow to go back, but hey, I'm one of these stupid people closing a tab, if the page isn't interesting at all.
And with this click the page I came from is gone too.
Moments, I'm at first angry about myself, that I was so stupid, and in the next moment, miffed about lazy html writing.

The next problem is, that people, who aren't so firm with using the interet, could think, it's still your page, not knowing, that they are on the page of a complete other person.
Yes, those people still exist, my mother is one of them, just saying.
Honestly, if I like a page and put a link to that page, there still can be stuff, I don't agree 100% with, but I like the art that's shown there. 
And  a visitor from my page clicks the link and get a complete different picture about me.
NOPE don't want that.

So please, use this little html-code target="_blank"  
It won't hurt you, is easy and fast done and will be a help for many people.

Thanks ♥

 

13/05/2026

Living in a bubble

Are you on this so called "social media" like forkbook, x, insta, mewe, vk or what ever?

And you think of yourself as a wake (NOT woke!) person, trying to wake up as many people as possible, to tell them, what's going on?
You are posting memes, links to youtube --- yes of course, that shows, how awake you are --- NOT --- warning people about this or that.
Maybe you have 1000 or more "friends" and follower and you feel so important and great, right?

Let me tell you this:

I'm done with any anti social pages and sorry to tell you, but all mentioned above are anti social.
Almost everyone there is only out for views and clicks, no one is really interested in any real conversation.
Most are there because they wanna WAKE UP the people and don't see, how ridiculous it is.
Because those people they wanna wake up aren't there.

People are living in a bubble, what ever kind of bubble it may be. Telling people in the same bubble, what those people already know.
And so those people again share, what they saw from these people.
It's a cat, biting its own tail.

But do they talk with each other?
Nope, they don't!
All they do, is giving likes, hearts, thumbs up or what ever is used on the different pages.

Btw. it also goes for art related "social" medias.
No discussion, maybe a comment, never any critics --- oh one could be offended!

And the worst with art related pages?
Most are PRO AI --- and I ask myself, why? For heavens sake why?

Social media and mobile phones, both have destroyed something very important. 
Being mindful, for all around you and other people

Do you remember the last time, you had a real conversation with a real person?
Do you remember the last time being outside, without looking at or talking into your mobile?

Having a walk with your dog WITHOUT using the phone, to talk with someone, cause you don't know anymore, how it is, to be with your own thoughts or being just there, in that moment with your dog!
Being in a group and talking with each other instead of staring on your mobile.

Come back to life, cause serious, you're missing out on so much!

A last thought:

Social networks, whatever they’re called, are anything but social.
There used to be a saying:
Show me your friends, and I’ll tell you who you are.
Today, “friends” are collected, no matter what they’re like—the main thing is to have at least 1,000 people following you.
They can be mean, they can be crude, they can be offensive and degenerate.
The main thing is that they’re your friends.
Would you bring people like that home with you? Would you introduce them to your family without sinking into the ground in shame?
Would you introduce them to your friends without fearing that your friends would turn away from you?

Think about it for a moment and ask yourself, if it's worth it, to collect a huge pile of shit!

 

Something is broken

It makes me sad, really sad, when visiting a page or a blog and the first thrown in my face is:
 

My pronoun is 

Are you so insecure in yourself, that you need to tell the people, if you're a man or a woman?
Or don't you know yourself, what you are, because you got caught in the most evil agenda ever?

If your name won't give away your sex, then just write:
Hey, I'm xyz, a man living xyz
or
Hey, I'm zyx, a woman and so on

Otherwise, spare it, please.
Cause no one will get confused or wonder about, what you are with a name like Oscar or Jennifer --- or pick any obvious name you can think about.

Do you really need to ride this gender train? 
Going with the mainstream, to show what?
That you need someone to tell you, what to write and how to behave to fit in ...
That you are brainwashed and believe in the gender agenda ...
That you think, it's cool ...

So today you feel like, you're a woman, tomorrow as a cat, the next as a male and maybe another day as a traffic sign?
Hey, I'm an IT, cause I'm a traffic sign, a cat, a whatsoever it
Yes of course, if I would still work in the psychiatry, I would welcome you, if you think you are something different than what you in fact are: A woman or a man!

If you're gay/lesbian/bi --- WHO CARES?

I DON'T because it's your busines and yours alone!
Sexuality and preferences are something private, not to shout out into everyones face.
I give a damn, if you're hetero or not, like I give a damn about, what you believe or not, the color of your skin or the color of your eyes.

Btw. 
the same goes for this absolute BS in German speaking countries
this *innen
Spare this crap and go with the old fashion generic maskulinum and everyone with a healthy functional brain will understand and not been offended.
And everyone who think, it's in need to feel offended, get yourself a life

But I think, for this topic I really need to write an extra post in German, to make it clear, what kind of insanity it really is.

 

12/05/2026

Beam me back Scotty

Oh please people, have mercy ♥

I'm looking through many pages and blogs and have the feeling, as if I'm taken back to the beginning of the internet -- well, at least, when it began to come into the houses around 1990

Flashing, blinking, moving, screaming colors and BOOOOOOOM  I was back in time   
Backgrounds trying to kill my eyes  

Honestly, I am laughing so much, this is hilarious. This is so awful, that it's already cool again.

And it took me back as well to just 15 years ago.
A man with a business for these big foils, used on cars for commercials, wanted an overhaul of his homepage and I thought by myself: Thank God, this page is so outdated, with flash and videos, a loading time that took for ever.
I made some suggestions and he went nuts.
First, he wanted me to make the page with an awful WYSIWYG and he wanted to keep all this blinking, flashing stuff.

I mean, serious? We were talking real business.
And the WYSIWYG, some crap from adobe, if I remember right, something with "dream" in its name.

I denied, my name connected to such stuff? NEVER ever! I had learned to write html, it was the time, when it became almost a crime to use tables in html. 
A new, better way to write pages was there and I was fire and flame to use it. Xhtml and php, to write a page, that was W3C valid, that was my goal.
And this guy asked me to overhaul and use exactly the same old style he had used in years.

Now it has something nostalgic to see pages with all the glittering, flashing and blinking stuff.
Only that I will leave such pages right away.

I have mentioned it before, my eye sight is important to me  

 

Grey May

The weather page yr.no is telling me, that we have 14 degree C, my thermometer don't agree, it says, it's just 11 C and when I go outside it feels just cold.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Blue sky, dark grey clouds, very cold wind --- May in Norway
I wanted to go out and cut the sorrel and the upcoming Lupines, before they can spread even more.
Nothing against Lupines, they are beautiful and very useful as well, but sadly enough toxic to horses.

Sorrel isn't toxic, but can cause bad problems for horses.
And since I would like to sell the farm to horse people, both needs to go away.
I deny to use any poison, like this damned forking Roundup or any other shit like that.

So maybe I can mow later, cause now it's raining.

May in Norway --- not fun at all.

 

 

11/05/2026

Silver

Silver is 12 years old now (2026)
She was found on the streets with her 3 siblings. Silver has a gene, the famous Amber gene, that only some Norwegian forest cats have.
If I had known that earlier, I would have searched for a nice male, for a beautiful litter, but I took her to the vet and she got neutered, before her amber color showed up.
 

https://3dgalleria.it/render/_data/i/upload/2026/05/11/20260511185850-e2de741d-me.jpg

She and her siblings came to us, short time after we bought the farm.

My cats were dying, no reason to find, even the vet was desperate, cause she couldn't find the reason.
Luna had a litter at the time, 2 kitten, one died seconds after birth, the second had an open throat, we had to bring it to the vet :(
She had milk, no kitten, it was gruesome.

I wasn't even searching for kitten, but for furniture on finn dot no, the online marked in Norway.
And the first ad I saw was an emergency call for four kitten found on the street.
One call, we jumped into the car and picked up the kitten.

The woman, who had found them clearly had no clue, the kitten were at least 4 to 5 weeks old and able to eat. 
Luna took over right away.
She was mom for 2 weeks, left the house, like she always did to pee and shit.
Only that she didn't came back :(
A friend found her2 days later, in the little cabin at the river, laying on a pillow, as if she was sleeping.

She was the last cat we lost in  October 2013, much more were going to follow in 2014, again without a cause to find.

2 kitten found a new home, Silver and one sibling stayed with us.
That one was taken by the grim in October 2014 and with her many more cats.

October 2015 came and I watched my cats like a hawk, but luckily, nothing happened. I was very observant October 2015 and again, all was fine.
But there must be something with this farm and the month October.
My heart attack was in October 2024.

Her name Silver

She was the silver line, the shimmering hope, cause when I lost my very first Norwegian forest cat Lilith in 2014 (she was only 13 years old) she was there to help me through the pain.

Comments

This is driving me crazy.
Comments allowed, spam moderation but no field, no form where one could comment.

Now I have to find a theme I like and that's easy to adjust to my taste, that gives the possibility for comments.

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Edit:

This now makes no sense at all.
Tried different styles and only on this post now the field for comments is showing up.

Why? For crying out loud WHY?

 

Next edit:

Nope, I won't do it, this is nuts!
Searched for a possibility to change the setting to all posts, nothing given but on some post one can comment and on others not.
I think I've mentioned it before:
It makes NO sense at all

 

Misleading advertisement

Sorry, just another rant, but I really can't stress this enough.

I bought a character for the G8F, it was on sale and it was pretty cheap. I had already a bunch of pictures in mind, perfect for a child, cute little pictures.
And the horror took of!

If you're not familar with 3d figures, a short explanation.
Genesis 8 female is a 3d figure and for this one can buy character. And hair, and outfits, and shoes and anything a human in real life could use.
Hair, outfit and shoes will auto fit, so one don't need to fiddle around.

A picture says more than a thousand words

https://i.postimg.cc/pddrkCSw-/badhairday.jpg

 

Bugga Boo is disappointed and has a very bad hair day.

I haven't done a thing, no scaling, no moving, nothing to make the hair to fit. And the hair looked very messed up as well. Just selected Bugga Boo and loaded the hair, as usual for any G8F character
Bugga Boo using Miranda hair, one of the hair, shown in the promo render at daz3d
Same hair is to see on the bust right beside her in the render. Still waiting for a note on the sale page for this G8F character.
That's all I was asking for, when I wrote to the support.  It's a horror to get a hair fit for Bugga Boo
So if you wanna buy Bugga Boo, be aware, that you need to buy one hair, that fit her (and there is only one!) or you have to deal with a lot of work.
Bugga Boo herself is worth the money, she is cute as can be! But the hair and, not to forget, the shoe problem (not as bad as the hair) should be mentioned, in fairness to the customers.

I've made this problem public, this is the third time now and I won't stop, until daz3d dot com has put a note on the side!

This is a screenshot from the sales page.

https://i.postimg.cc/T1hYJ3Hr/bugga.jpg

and the one, who made the render, has used exactly the same hair as I did in my render.
The support gave me a tutorial, how to fix it and I said thanks, but I know (for heavens sake, I'm not new to this) and that it's not, what I'm asking for.
A newbie wouldn't know and would bite the bitter apple and buy the only hair, that fit.
This is money grabbing, this is unfair to the customers!

 

The crow --- again, just closer

https://3dgalleria.it/render/_data/i/upload/2026/05/11/20260511130736-a2a86d1d-me.jpg

 

Yesterday I sat at my desk and had the feeling of being watched. I turned to the window and the crow was looking in :D
So sad, that I couldn't grab my mobile fast enough to take a photo.
But at least I was able to get a shot :)

Don't know, if it's a male or a female, but guess, it's a male, since it's not so shy, and, not to see in this photo, a big and strong bird.

Today, short after 6 am I heard a crah, crah again and again, as if he was sitting beside my head.
I didn't sat up, just turned around and managed to sleep a bit longer.
Put out some small cut apples later, hope it will satisfy him.

I'll call him Hugo and if the other one will show up as well, I will call her Ella  :)

German readers will understand, where the names are comming from, even though her name is written Hella :)

Btw. it's the same crow from this post:

The crow

It's the same pattern on the chest :)

 

White text, black background

Come one people, there are tons of color solutions for a website, a blog or where ever you wanna write something.

But please, have mercy with the eyes of your readers!

Black and white photos can be stunning beautiful, the reason is, because it's no harsh difference.
But white text on a black background is cruel.
Ok, there are many other bad color decisions in the internet. I remember the homepage from a friend, that luckily don't exist anymore (the page, not the friend!) written with yellow text on a middle to light blue background. Like the Swedish colors on the flag, and, awful enough, used there on street signs too.

It hurts, really, it's a pain to look or read, it's an eye killer!

Found an interesting blog today, and nope, won't link to it, and had to close it short after again. White text, black background :(
Serious WHY?
Is it lazyness? Is it trite? Or do people just don't care?

Well, maybe there are people out there, who say exactly the same about my choice of colors.
Haven't read one complain yet - maybe because no one is reading here? Possible *laugh*

But I'll stay with soft colors, that won't make me blind in an instant.
My eyes and my sight are important to me.
So I'm sorry to tell you, but if your page/blog is white on black, I will leave right away.

 

Lazy

If I wouldn't be so lazy ---
I would color my hair again.
But to think about, that I have to do it every 3 to 4 weeks again and again and again, well, nope, too lazy.

If I wouldn't be so exhausted ---
I would get started with a room, new wallpapers, colors, floor,
close the door and on to the next.
But just the thought of it makes me wanna run away.

If I would know, where to go ---
if we really ever sell the farm (my sons, every year: of course we do, we only need to make xyz first) I think you get the point
I would make plans, look for the perfect place, but ...

I could make this list longer ---
but then again, for what?
It won't bring me any step further.

05/05/2026

The calf in the car

Yesterday, on our way back home, we came close to a VW Caddy and what we saw was too funny.
I took a video, but since this kind of transport is forbidden and I don't wanna make any trouble for the young woman, I took a photo from my video.

She was driving very carefully, very slow in every turn, so the calf had no problems standing, even turning around and looking out from the side window.
Most hilarious was, when we came into Hvittingfoss, a car waiting for us to pass, so he could drive onto the main street.
The calf just looked out to the right side and the face from this man, oh how I wish, I had taken a photo.
My son and I were laughing so hard, he looked as if he had seen an alien :D

https://3dgalleria.it/render/i.php?/upload/2026/05/05/20260505122316-e2e6e021-xx.jpg

03/05/2026

My pronoun(s) is/are

WTF?

If I read in someones profile "my pronoun is" I CLOSE  the page immediately. Even if it's the normal "she" or "he".
I don't follow people, who think, it's necessary to write, what pronoun is to be used. Cause if you think, you have to mention it, it shows me, that you are a mainstream following brainwashed sheep!

All these brainwashed, or should I better write braindead people are not my cup of tea.
You believe in gender crap? Go ahead, have fun and make yourself preposterous.

There are 2 sexes, male and female and that's it.
Beside the hermaphrodite, and these people have a damned hard life.

And then I read on this shitty page wikipedia this:
Intersex people are those born with any of several sex characteristics, including chromosome patternsgonads, or genitals that, according to the Office of the United Nations High Commissioner for Human Rights, "do not fit typical binary notions of male or female bodies". The opposite of intersex is  endosex, which describes persons born with sex characteristics that are seen as typically male or female at birth.

SEVERAL? Serious? This is utter madness in its worst form.

Excuse me --- INTERSEX?
Have humans lost their minds?
Go back to school and learn the basic skills of biology. 
But I'm afraid, that many teacher in schools are braindead as well and teach this gender crap.

This world is lost!

 

02/05/2026

Cherry blossom

My trees have started to bloom, this is one of my cherry trees

https://3dgalleria.it/render/_data/i/upload/2026/05/02/20260502165604-adbf1d9a-me.jpg

I really hope, the new owner of my farm will love them as I do.

Spring and Summer can be so beautiful, sadly enough Norway won't give us a guarantee for a warm time.

One thing is sure, where ever I'll move to, I will plant again as many trees as possible. And maybe I can take some saplings with. Cause except for one cherry tree I bought 14 years ago, all others are saplings from that one (a yellow cherry) and my wild red cherry tree :)

Social network(s)

Today I deleted my mewe account and wrote a review about this filthy page on Trustpilot.

The amount of p*rn on that page is scary, and yes, I mean p*rn, not aesthetic nudes.
Second, the overwhelming amount of AI, so much AI crap on one page, unbelievable. And many AI users are calling themselves green and nature friendly. How much stupidity is necessary for so much crap?
Third, the interaction, that ins't any interaction at all.

I mean serious, smileys and thumbs up and other small pictures under a post, a photo or such. Aren't they able to write a bit?
People, wake up, this isn't social, this is the opposite, it's distancing on a very huge scale.

I was in a group, a photo group and the response was so disappointing. Smileys of course, very rare that someone took the time to write some words.
Sometimes I had the feeling I was the only one writing a comment to the photos of others.
I found out why --- they only wrote in the chat.
WTF? WHY? I don't need a group, when the only interaction takes place in the chat.

I can't tell about the f*ckerberg page, how it's going on there. Deleted my account there many, many years ago.
But I can say, how it's on vk.
At least it's a clean page, when it comes to nudity stuff (and if there's some, then its very good hidden away).
Sadly, when it comes to AI, many of the self-appointed awaken people are using AI.
Sorry folks, you don't understand shit, when you're using AI.

But interactions? Give me a break. I had "friends" never reacting to any of my posts, but spamming their walls with endless posts every day. Friend-collectors, out for many hearts/thumbs/any-smiley-at-all
This isn't social, this is antisocial!

The internet really is dead.
AI crap talking with AI crap, the worst example is yt. AI videos, AI voices, AI comments

Are there any humans out there?

 

 

01/05/2026

Beltane and a full moon

This beautiful moon kept me from sleeping

https://3dgalleria.it/render/_data/i/upload/2026/05/01/20260501111236-58d5d7ac-me.jpg

 

Taken at 02:13 01.05.2026

And I made a wish, since it's Beltane and it wouldn't be the first time, a wish made in this night came true.
This wish would be great for many people I know.

 

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