The discussion in that forum about AI and marking AI, of course turned into something bad.

Instead of resisting the current—creating drag and going in circles—you need to flow with it to achieve your goals. Many artists fear they are being noticed less, and as they walk out the door, they keep looking back to see who might be walking in.

and another one

Hello Author, you're wrong!
The era of software rendering—with those long, sleepless nights spent waiting for the final output of a manually lit scene, and the painstaking arrangement of objects and background buildings—is fading into the past; the "old-school" artist who still believes he is crafting his images side-by-side with the Creator is simply too smug to see that the machine does it better.

decided to make it ugly.

What the first forgot to see is, that people don't walk out of the door, people are run over by the masses of AI and will get lost under all the AI crap pictures and products.
And the second one, writing the people are too smug while he is an arrogant piece of whatsoever.

Seriously, what's wrong with these people, calling themselves artists or creator/modeller/whatsoever-maker when all they can do is writing some words, click the button and get something made with AI?

These people aren't creative at all but defending their crap as if it's the holy grail.
How low can a person sink?

Well, at least they will never have the feeling of real satisfaction, because they made something entirely by themselves.
And that emptyness  in themselves won't make it better.
They will feed the AI more and more and more, flooding the markeds and the galleries without knowing, what's missing!

This is the Boho house and the room you can see is the living room, fireplace and kitchen by default.
I removed all furniture and replaced it, so it will be the kitchen and the entree.
Here without the outer wall to show the full room.

Beside the house I placed a part of an enclosed side garden, but kept only the shed.

I will fill every room and save all as a preset.
Later the garden and the shed will follow, with different seasons

This is the beginning of a new story with the character Lina, her dog and cat, her hobbies and people she will meet.

Yesterday we had an appointment with the vet, Lütten has problems with her hips. 
Sadly a normal thing for Border Collies.

She got a massage, I had to walk with her the street down and back, the vet controlled the hips again, gave a second massage and was satisfied with Lütten.
Only with a huge BUT

Lütten has cancer, it's encapsulated and as long, as she won't injure herself at the place (at her teats), she will be fine.
Our vet said, because of Lütten's age, she is 11.5 years now, she won't do a surgery. Better to not touch it and create complications and a lot of pain.

We agree with her, better let Lütten run around and be happy as can be, than cut her open, giving her tons of medications, that maybe will kill her faster than the cancer could.
Charly, her father, got killed by the meds against the seizures in the end, I don't wanna do that to her!

Sorting out, cleaning up, bringing out ect.

It felt good before Denmark and it feels even better now.
Now I only need to write some ads for finn, that I'm selling stuff and giving many books away and the huge living room will be soon empty.

Just how I wish, someone would buy the huge fish tanks, that would help a lot. And I'm talking about almost 900 liter for the biggest one. The next is "only" about 500 liter and the smallest 100 liter.
Well, I'll give it a try, maybe there are people out there looking for a fishtank for a nice price.

Again some days on the Danish island, again a fantastic Ayahuasca retreat.

Still missing words to describe, what happened, the help I recieved, the magical moments I had.
The dance, so much more than just dance and after the first night I had a huge blister under my foot and of course it didn't get better after the second night *laugh*
Dancing the night away, dancing the fear away, dancing the sorrows away and finding a peace I was missing for so long.

Ayahuasca, so much healing, so much love ♥

Oh how I wish, everyone would have this possibility.

First Hampaya, oh my, it was HOT, the Chili was burning and the following diet for 3 days was hard (more about it in the next days)

Second Sananga, the drops in the eyes, another burn, but for a very short time only, luckily

Third Rapé, another weird experience

and after all these Ayahuasca and even though I only took a sip, I went in fast and deep.
First the chants and the medicine was gentle, I thought I came out pretty fast, but went into the medicine a second time and oh my God, what followed next was a rollercoaster and I asked again for being treated more gentle.
Well, it was Ayas "gentle" way to guide me through my deepest fear, luckily Tjorven was with and beside me, reassuring that I'm not dying.

So much more to tell and so much more, I'll keep for myself.
From fear to total joy in the dance, it was amazing!

Thanks to an idiot, who thought, he has to go hunting before a human time, I had a very short night.
Lütten was acting up, it was just a bit after 5 am, without her, I for sure wouldn't had heard a thing.

And I wonder, what this idiot was going after, cause he was shooting very often.
It's allowed to hunt goose and other birds and if you're fast enough you get maybe 2 birds and the flock is gone.

So what the heck was this guy after?
Maybe an illegal hunter?

For sure is, who ever it was, he is an a**hole!
 

Yesterday I felt horrible, my eyes were hurting, I felt dizzy and in my head a thought started to grow.
When I went to bed, I was sure, that I wouldn't wake up today.

The good thing, I had no panic attack, just the wish, to stay alive, but no panic.
Isn't it amazing, how much Ayahuasca has helped me

Before Ayahuasca, this would had pushed me over the border and I would had taken Valium. 
And I was able to fall asleep, normaly the thought of maybe dying kept me awake for hours.

Feeling better today, still extreme tinnitus, a bit head ache and my stomach aches as well.

Just right now I wish, I would be back to normal and stop freezing, another part of the not-feeling-well

Too early, not even September and the wheat is ripe and the farmers are working with their huge harvesting machines. Imagine all the dust, if they come close to my house I need to go in, can't breath in the dust.
And again, since my neighbor leased his field to the one, that already has more than enough, he owes almost all land around here, he is going so close to the border of my property, that he even takes down all weeds.
Meaning, almost nothing left for me to pick up, as I did all the years before.
Luckily there were small areas, impossible for him to reach without destroying my ground and I got a pretty nice amount of wheat sheaf. 

Cleaned the most of it, just cutting away the dry roots with too much clay on it, bundled some and have now 4 sheaf, maybe will get 2 more from the rest, I can hang out in the winter for the birds.
And if I'm really lucky, I can harvest some more tomorrow, before the rain beginn.

Photo will follow

The clock is ticking, only 9 days left to my second Ayahuasca retreat and I'm already so excited.

My life has changed big times since the first time in June this year.
Yesterday I was out in the garden, cleaning up between the blackberries and raspberries. From time to time I had to remind myself about my thoughts, that came up, unwanted.
But for the first time since my heart attack no stress, no panic and i was able to work for a long time

To live without PTSD (well, almost) is a gift, no one can imagine, who don't know these attacks. 
I'm so much more active again, so filled with life again and I'm so grateful for that.

Ayahuasca and some wonderful people being with me all the time gave me my life back.

And now I can go for a second retreat and I'm sure, it will help me again to become free from other trauma and other dead albatross around my neck.

Sometimes it makes me wonder, if some CEO have some brain cells left or none at all.

Renderosity i.e. it was a thriving marked place, with a thriving forum and gallery.
I have my little store there, nothing important to link to from here.

I made a new product and was going to load it up into my store. 
A little vignette, a picture will follow

But then I saw that I have to take at least 9 dollar and I was "NOPE won't do that!"
9 dollar for something I thought to sell for 5 dollar or even less.

And I understood, why everything has become so freaking expensive at that store.
The price lines and rules are insane.
Allegedly, because some of the top vendors complained about people, selling for little money.
Well, I would say, they shoot themselves in the feet.

Yesterday I scrolled thropugh the stores, 50 pages and I stopped, cause I found NOTHING!

Nothing but crap, skimpy wear, children lookalike Lolitas (when became that a normal thing at renderosity?) and nothing useful at all.
And the amout of AI generated crap, do people really think, I would buy this crap? 
I mean PAY for AI? Seriously?
Only one vendor stood out, his stuff is amazing, but even on sale, sorry, but I just can't afford things that cost almost 30 dollar ON SALE!

So Renderosity is going down faster and faster.
A gallery that don't even deserve the title gallery.
A forum, where you can't find a thing, cause all gets deleted (or pushed into archive) faster than one can count to 3. That's a killer and man, this forum was busy long time ago.
A marked place with garbage, AI-shit and totally overprized.

I will edit this post later or make an extra post about the opposite of this insanity we can find at daz3d. Insane as well, but the opposite to renderosity about prices. 

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I decided to edit instead making a new post

I don't wanna start with, what I think about the company itself, neither back the days without greedy Tafi nor now with Tafi.
Incompetent and stupid many years ago, and now I don't know, since I deny to use the forum with this snarky Richard, deleting all and everything that goes even in the slightest against daz3d.
You can praise daz over the moon, but never ever even try to talk about the not so good things.
Your post will be deleted and in the worst case, you will get blocked.

daz3d was always an expensive marked and rumors had it, that only the best of the best vendors had a chance there.
The truth is far away from that, one only need to be willing to sell his soul to daz.
Dumping prices, low as 99 cent for products, daz bought all rights for and the vendor is fooled for the rest of his time.
Still people going there, leaving rosity in hope to earn more money.
And I've seen many going back to rosity. Of course, selling stuff for almost nothing won't pay the rent.

Ok, enough with all this negative and stupid stuff.

And there is a third store, the worst of all.
I won't name it, I won't write too much about it, cause I'm done with it.
What that CEO made was extreme and it was extreme stupid.
Well, on the long run nothing will happen.
People were yelling, angry and very pissed about deleting a whole section without any given notice before.
But as usual, they threatened to leave and maybe a hand full did, the rest found an excuse right away. They wanna stay because of the community.
A community, eager for bad gossip and happy being fooled over and over and over again.

Well, I'm feeling sorry for most of them. 
Not being able to be for themselves, depending on this so called "social" media, cause the forgot, that there is a rea life out there.